A new opening.

Hell long time didnt update my bloody blog
So this will be a quite long post, maybe? lazy then less.
As you guys know I worked at sakae sushi as server,
quite exhausted but fun! It's a great experience for me, beginner.
I love there, peoples there are damn friendly and good.
So maybe next year holiday go there too? hehe.
And then changed job to work as promoter.
Cause mum says it's more relax and not so tiring so yea, changed.
I still miss them, sakae workers, so much.

Anddd, went IOI mall with clovis, watched skyfall. 
Theme song by Adele damn nice. And ehherm eherrm =P 
Had a nice day too, happy enough! 
Wish to hang out with him againnn. =] 
Sleep well goodnight guys. Muacks xoxo hehe.

Muacks .

Seriously very very very wayy too long didnt update

BECAUSE trials and mum confiscated the modem recently. z

And PMR soon ! omg just , slow down a little.

I need to cover up my science, kh, geography, chinese...

Especially HISTORY. Rachael so call it pure shits.

I dont know how peoples out ther score A for history, I dont get it

Yeah smart, and have good brains to memorize all...Boring -.-

If can... I really want to be back with him. 

Miss him so much. Those times... cuddle, hugs, eye to eye. 

Its never easy to forget, its HARD, super duper HARD.

Constantly thinking bout you everyday. Well you cant stop that right?

If can get back with him, I swear I will be HONEST . 

Cause I dont wanna lose him anymore . No more

But , IF i can get back with him la, IF  T_____T 

Sei Blendun. Why no reply de, from 11.03-11.45 now,

still dont want replyy. YER. YERRRRR. 

Wondering what's in your mind, I thought you wanna know answer de?

Or the question's person is not me O__________________O . omg

Dont know la @@ just straight ask only, but you no reply WOH.

And tomorow Seminar at Uni Malaya. Wish me luck? 

Well, have a good night peeps.  

我在乎你

Another tough day. Again 为情而烦了, 因为还在乎

我感冒了，而且今天胃痛，痛到很厉害的那种

第二次那么厉害，痛一个钟头，*狂流泪

可是我却在Jia Jun 家赢了不少钱， 可还是很痛*

我要哭了啦！我觉得我被冤枉啊...

我跟他只是朋友却给他讲到...好像很够力

他，只是我朋友。他，好心陪我罢了。

我不懂你看到了什么，可是我跟他绝对没东西！= =

虽然我看到你跟她谈很多，是人的都会吃 __

可是我知道你们是朋友，所以我不多说.

"I'm in pieces. Im gonna fix it myself and your gonna pay . " 

I dont wanna write that 3 O. #Haiz

Sad and pissed. Broken and need to be strong.

其实... 蛮想和你找个地方，跟你谈。

不然真的是会越想越多，really lack communication.

我不懂为什么事情变得那么那么的糟...

如果我说，我真的真的真的真的很喜欢你

你还会相信吗？ 我觉得我现在给你的印象是：骗子

说真的，我从来没有后悔喜欢上你

Because I have that one true feelings to you the most.

给你当骗子来看，已经把我的自尊给踏扁

他现在应该不爽我吧？ 应该。

哎哟我惨了，第一次喜欢一个人到那么深。

Sorpoh 都会说以前我很潇洒，所忘记他们就会忘记的

这一次啊... 好难放弃。现在的感觉比死去的感觉还难受

不懂啦，我没死过！

ish

12/6/2012

Some stupid brainless poor retards stole my money at school

Think back also angry. what the hell la. 

Just gone toilet and comb my hair and my wallet taken by some bastards

I know, shouldent put my bag outside, 

but hell i will expect this kind of thing happen ma lol.

Haih, RM170 . you're far far awayyyy *sings

14/6/2012

Today, after eat lunch at Rishadh. Go BK5 with Jiale and Sasa.

After that saw got 1 lengzai come out from one car with Wenloong them.

That lengzai quite like 外国人, brown eyes. white skin. those features la.

Thennn we plan to head back to school.

The Amo lang's like pretending walking near to us, with his friend.

Lol i was like : This is bad -_____- 

He tap jiale's shoulder ask : What's your name? 

Jiale sure say : Jiale . 

He say: Im Michael, he's Jimmy.

And then he ask: Eh, baju merah tu ur gf ke? Boleh pinjam? 

I was thinking, pinjam ur head la. lol. IM NOT STUFF lo.

Both comes to me, ask. apa name kamu? Lawa betul la.

Lol, quite happy. Flattered. But im not stupid.

Answered questions they've asked EXCEPT PHONE NUMBER.

Smart dao lol :D Then the Michael took my fan away liao  

He say: Bagi saya kan? 

I just nods but heart says nooooo #sobs

Haaaaah ! I remember, the Jimmy say. Panas kan? 

Then i say: yea, panas. And i put my both hand to my cheeks.

He say : Adui comel sangat la weih. hahaha

Thank you thank you lol. hahaaaaa. But still Im not stupid.

Quite a day. hope never see them again. lol

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He say I seems happy without him worrr.

Treat him like stranger worr... Cause ur face so cold.

I scare I talk with you u just give cold replies. damn awkward.

We say we're friends, but we doesnt seem so.

Hope can talk, laugh and cit-chat like with those sampats.

But you seem like didnt recess with us liao .___.

Rachael say he thought I dont like him le. 

I dont like him I will 坚持 so long ma?

Hmmm, can say. He's the one I loved the most .

Ex ar. bullshits. xD no offence. Really ma. 

Who call him hurt me first , then no like him liao lo.

Jiale got ask: Huh? then you mean you play them?

Of course no lah! I like them. But that time young ma.

Dont know what is love. = = now i know.

Thats why so damn super duper hard to forget him.

Dont say forget, let him down also hard. 

So.................. Just hope can talk. Dislike stranger feeling

Like i no care u u no care me. We strangerss... 

Maybe we havent 了解 each other yet? idk.

TIme proves everything? okayy... 

Shit gtg! BUAI (: 

Update next time.

Just updating

Actually going Pavillion today , but didnt go ady

Tired , and then become no mood go already

Yesterday almost 2.30 sleep, cause watch Music Bank.

Was waiting SNSD TTS sing Twinkle,

last only come out sing de *yawnssss

Nevermind, worth!

Hope Alyssa and Lele have fun at Pavillion!

Ugh, sejarah folio not yet do correction.

Dont know how to do also, and mostly lazy!

And first time eat chelan cherry , sweet chrunchy :D

I know I very 大惊小怪 -.- 

Hmmm, sms with Jb alot. Cause bored + 1sen per text

Friend call me must be happier, 

suggest me hangout and text more with friends...

So I wont keep think certain things...

Nothing much to sayy. 

#Will I ever be the same again?

Im still okay.

他电话被没收了  闲咯。

Meanss cant text. z

I thought his phone will be off and i keep send messages...

Luckily I stopped if not keep write my feelings lol. 

If feels great keep sending messages to some phone

And it wont reply, it's like 不会闷在心里

一直狂 send, 满爽的 .

他昨天的那一句  弄得我心情蛮好的

Haihhh. 

没关系。加油加油加油！

做回自己，不要被打败，还有兄弟姐妹们啊

Gambatehhh. Add oil. Hwaiting ! 

死人头！一直讲他不喜欢我了 

你讲你的直觉很准？ 我不信你咯

我...不信 > <  哼！

讨厌啦... 一直泼我冷水

Hope you have a Good-night & sweet dreamss.

and a good day tomorrow!

#Wonder If you miss me  like I do.