Heart youu.

Tuning the song Summer Paradise by simple plan.
Damn nice, espeacially lyrics.
Good news there's no fight yesterday =]
I think thing's have been alright dy... Good.
I cant stop sticking to his face , his handsome facee.
He's so so so adorable and 电死人,
his eye so big leh :DD 
Muackz muackz. Kissed my cheek today! 
Love you Dearrr ... 


Bought gummy bears for him yesterday haha 
Glad he like it. 
Jiale and Alyssa also doing very fine =]
Not much to write ... 
Just
#Never gonna let you go! =] 

If ugly dont come my school hoot me - - .

Draw Blood and Bad case

Today school got an activity about what prevent from what disease
Need to draw blood, then i accompany Sasa lur =] 
Unfortunately, my blood doesn't comes out at the first time
And I cried, cause i panicked and worried .
The second time, my blood din't come out too, 
then the nurse poke deeper *THE HELL X_____X *
My blood only was drawed. 
Cried, and SweetHeart comfort me, 
Very sweet haha. He got sayang my head omg =X 
Heart him ... =X


Then afternoon. After ate at mamak ,
I rushed back so that can go and meet Sweetheart,
But then when I reach and he's about to leave,
Hmm, what Can I say? " Yoooorrrr, dont so fast go laa" ?
Maybe he's on his way on something urgent? Idk.
So we 4, Alyssa jiale jackson me decided go jackson's house
And Alyssa and Jiale walked super damn fast
Left Me and Jackson , 
And when we're about to turn right , 
saw Sweetheart riding his bicycle and was lookng at us...


And Bad things happens. 
He hate Jackson , He had beh song Jackson for a long time
Cause he knows last time he likes me.
I can feel that he's really gek after seen we walked together.
Im very sorry Sweetheart! =[
Made you mad, sad, bad mood... 
And, Jiale told me, 
You've call people go and bash Jackson up? 
Omg?  Sweetheart ... It's abit over ... 
I dont want what fight, later u guys become enemies?
Oh no ......... Really hope that tomorrow's gonna be fine
Please... 
Night we texted, you're okay. 
Cause we texted about fairytales haha. 
But still hope that, tomorrow'll be OKAY...
Brandon Gan Zhen Hwa - Nothing's Gonna Change My love For You.

Woosh happy bumbum =]

HEHEHEH today so freaking happy,
He gift me something , very sweet.
Duno why so happy leh? 
The person you love gift you thing wor, 
sure will happy kisiao HAHAHA. xD

But then got 1 sad case, Alyssa's phone gone jor wtf?
Just left her phone at the drawer like few minutes 
And somebody just swag his way and take it,
dont know which bastard but if i know sure gonna
make a glare at him and whack his face , nah i wont whack la xD
Duno how she's doing ?  Charger kena rampas then phone gone
Ish ... /.\ Hope she's okayyy .


Eeeeeeeeee, once again I've fall inlove again. 
Today at science lab, kept thinking the moments
when we're in alyssa's house. Omg just so memoriable.
Only alyssa know how I gelt laaa xD
Cause she saw those scenes when I'm with him. 


Ish my mom, When she just came back from work,
She asks: House got thing to eat or not?
I say: Nah, my friend from Australia give de xD
She say: Wah so good? I want two -,-
I say : .................... Take lor.......................
Wtf ?? I thought she just want to have 1, 
she wants two? I havent even eat yet then my mom eat first
DAFUQ ! :( 我自己都不舍得吃勒 !! 
Still left 22 Ferrero. Darn, Later my brother comes back
Sure eat wan de lo -_____________________- 
I wan man man eat de lor T,T 


Btw, Heart you Brandy ! ♥

:((

今天应该很迟才睡觉吧...
因为下午有睡午觉  所以没那么累
明天要开学了  要早起来
Friggin damn it.


Twitter, 真的很多优美的句子
让我看了都想把全部 Post 在面子书
可是我 Post 一点而已
Twitter's a place for you to post anything u want,
Very shuang gek xD
Also got many funny, advicing, true, couple facts !
=]


2点了   害... 我们现在是什么关系蛤？
讲真的  我不喜欢现在的感觉
有等于没有这样   很奇怪勒
上次  真的有一次  我放得下你了
不知怎么的  你说什么 "Make it up to me"
And then 又在Twitter "Heart you" 什么的
我又放不下你了  真是够吃大便
我知道你是喜欢我   可是
我承受不了 忽冷忽热的态度
当你想放弃我  就放弃
想追回  就追回... 是这样吗？
" You can dress a doll, undress a doll, use the doll
And throw it away. But a REAL MAN don't play with dolls. "
这也是在Twitter 看到的　　


被丢下的感觉　不好受　
我知道你是不想的　可我就不喜欢而已咯
早上: "Good morning, gotta go. Heart you... "
晚上: " Nite-nite... I gotta sleep, goodnight sweetdreams Heart you"
当然下午有ｓｍｓ啦　
可是hor  一旦他要出去　我们就不可以sms了　:(
我知道我要求很多啦　可是我只跟他一个人打简讯的
所以会很闷咯...　如果说一天两天　可以啦
一个月了嗯　有点受不了　
Like when I'm about to tell him something interesting
And that time he's gotta go out , or sleep .
It'll be "Goodnight blabla, or gotta go blabla "
Things I wanted to share with him , gone jor lu.
Everytime de /.\  FATE? :(
真的很想去更了解他　 知道他在想什么
终觉得　另一个女生比我更了解他
超不爽的！　可是我能怎样＞＜
我又不是他的谁～　


我在想...如果我放下他　他会真的追回我吗？
叫我不要走什么的　＂不可能啦"  =3=
发白日梦～　走一步看一步？
真想试下放下他　因为　我的心好累哦 /.\
放下？　放下？　放下？　放下？
要么？　 要么？ 　 要么？ 　 要么？
舍得么？　 舍得么？ 　 舍得么？ 　 舍得么？
I woulden't want to regret on not taking the risk i should...
So... Try to? Let it go? ...
I still got many cool fun friggin awesome buddies!
He too... Hmmmmmmm. :(
Bye then!

I still love you

"Taeyeonaseo neol mannago jugeul mankeum saranghago
Parahke ... " My ringtone rings... on 8.30 something.
He called , we phoned . And we talked alot ... quite 
And ,  about 9 something ,he say he gotta go, chillax. I know ...
That's what he usually does to keep him calm ... 
10 something...
Jackson told me, he saw Brandon riding his bike , 
emo-ing. Really? Im worried.

Opened facebook and twitter , start my busy life ,
So that time passes fast . It really does .
He on , I thought everything's back to normal ,
as he say he'll make it up to me.
I dont know... Cz yujian said 
Make it up like buy gifts or back friends but may not be together...
Hmm ? Dont know .
He say he'll never stop loving me - Im touched :)
And i love him too . Yes i doo .
He say he dont want me to get hurt , mainly is get hurt 
I was like " .__________. "
I dont want we to be friends ... Cause we loved each other
You leave from my life, just not to let me hurt
I know you care... But , This is not what i wanted.

" Relationships aren't perfect. What's perfect is that you 
and I can go through anything and still stand strong together. " 


This is what I really want, stand together , face together . :(
But it's his choice , I cant force him , I respect him 
Love him always and bye! =)

Im really , really helpless.

Yeah... I was crazy on twitter and facebook
I was like I dont give a damn about what happen last night.
Well, atleast , I can stop thinking about things happened yesterday
for some hours
You , i dont know how to say ...
You're ignoring me?  Running away from me?
Heyy ... I really want to know what you're thinking ...
Is it really important about last time? ... 
Remember that night we were drunk?
You forgotten ? If u dont mention ,
I've already forgotten the pain you gave me last time.
Cause , i know we love each other .
Leeting's sentence's like throwing a ton of stone to me.
" Stop thinking of it. If you love him, let it go. Let him find his true love" 
Should I ? Or shoulden't I?  Is it true what she says ?
True love? What is true love... 
I thought this is my true love...So it's not his? I dont know...

Im confused .... Once again, my confidence have dropped... 
I was like lost in a jungle trying to find somebody ...
The jungle's dark ... I'm alone , nobody saves me . 


I woke up this morning, my face's sticky , 
My phone's still maintain silent . 
My heart hurts this morning , feeling something's missing.
True , it's lost .
I love him so much , that love i never had before ...
Am I a Bitch ? LOL.

Hmm, New tweet , "Better off without me"
Nice one, hurts again .
But I haven't reached my limit . Im no dead yet.
Im tough , remember that . 


Got tution later , Geez .
Hope I could laugh at there , and stop thinking .
Chiyang and Marcus , hope u guys say something funny lah.
Ciaoz .

=]]

Hmm... went alyssa's house On 9/3/12
Very fun and happy DUHHHHHHHHHH.
I know very very long time no update = =
All I can say is, I love him so much !
Sweetest guy , glad that i din't give up like i used to say
Last time, friends call me to get over it
I'll just like : "Yeah , i need time "
But actually, I'm not even planning to. *wootz

That day... guys half naked play BKB,
First time see guys like this , Kinda shock
He drinks alot of beer before playing
Very worried , i tot he was emo , and i tot wrong.
* knocks my frigin head to the wall
So i started my emotional and drink beer
So that I can stop worrying him
Beer really works, Let me shout however i want
And then he came to stopped me drinking
I was like " Huhhhhhhhhh....... "
Then i dont know how we get together already .
Mayeb cause we're drunk? No....
I remember everything happened That night . =)
He sticked on my face, heh ugged me, he kissed me ,
He walk walk with me, he hold hands with me ...
And another unforgetable memoryy ...
Appreciate it so much. I really love him so much >//<
Words that can't even express.
Hmm, I wanna know him more :(  Really . 

And just now, saw his post , Read you blog ...
When i say this word i was like "WTF Please not mine"
And i began to ask alyssa, jiale , quek,
They say must be mine , if not who's?
OMG OMG?
Hey sweetheart... I hope you see this post too 
Those post i post last time, it's past already
It's just feelings about last time ...
Please dont mind so much , Just expressing my feelings about last time
worrying you, you din't reply me =( 
I'll call you then ...
but, what if ur father's in your room?
Just got be bet this time... Good luck Carm!
Need to comfort him <3 

LeeHom Me Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

His concert was so damn awesome!!!!
Im his fans now ohhhh .... ~
All at there so high !  But he delay 30mins
8.30 - 11++ , but all was having fun
Lee hom got say : 谢谢你们今天陪我...洗澡~
Aiyer, he so hot and cuteeee .

Me got videos of the concert... but afraid to post it out
Cause i shout like never before.... ;p 

Wan see photos, go the website please :)

Leehom 2012 M'sia Concert Album

It's time to let it go... I dont want to be your burden 
Yanyoong explain to me ... and everything's clear...
You have your life, i have my life as usual ...
Friends? Yes , we are , now.
Yanyoong say He break with me because of ur own problem...
Hmm . Yeap he's right .
Yanyoong say when He couple with me ,
will 不自在 wor... Of course hear jor sad lah
But I'm glad that you're Real happy when in the mines.
That's what yanyoong told me too ... 
I'll miss you VERY MUCH ... very much... 
And im Gonna Live My Life ... 


Farewell Brandy memories ... i'll kept u guys in a box
and i'll open it when i miss it okay? :)
Now... concentrate on studies ...
And enjoy my life too...
Still abit sad leh  *Pft -,-
Nevermind , 时间冲淡一切咯 ... 

...

I'm screwed... @@

Killing myself

Argh........
有时你可以把我的心情 弄得 无端端的飞得很高
无端端的跌进谷底 比谷底还深的谷底...


Why am I scrolling ur profile?
I contains memories... 
That i would rather let my tear drop 
but it's just so sweet when i think back

Why am I kept on taking my phone?
Waiting for your damn reply ...

Why am I hoping ur names on my notifications?
Cause that cheers me up whenever how ... 

Why am I waiting for you?
Cause i trust that you're the same too... 


Why am I trying to be cheerful at school?
To show that I'm alright and hope you dont worry

Why some peoples called me to dont think too much but i kept on think?
Cause i care ... and I'm afraid and lost.

Yujian's word:


"Im just saying the truth ok ya see if u 2 really love each other he 


would be there for u"


It really meant... 
I was worrying if He still like me just now...
Cause he dint say anything , he just said
" I never wanted a relationship with anyone"
And wailum told me : 

• din say anything
  
  
• doesnt means tht he dun like u le
  
  
• mayb he dun wan hurt u
  
  
• leh?

But, if really true it's like this , I rather wan WE solve this problem together
But not HIM heself who takes the play and call me to give up on him
Both sides gotta hurt... 
If you think this's going to give up on you ...
You're wrong. Cause I'm not gonna fullfil what u expected to be. 
Im going to wait you...
unless you say , you don't like me anymore.
That will do... I suppose.

No matter how hurtful your message
I always remind myself, i got to be tough...

Some answers I've been expecting...
Do you still like me? 
Answer :  __________ .